So it is

i m here, in japan, safe n sound...?

back to d normal moodswing, speechless, emotionless, sleepless, boringness, ........... days.

sth has changed. diff mood everytime i stepped into my room. i can c memories n flashbacks everywher, indicating somebody has left.

it's hard to stay in d room. looking at all those ... stuff. it's even harder to move them away. stuff them into a box n then how. or juz take a plastic bag stuff them in n then bring them outside to throw. or juz burn them tgt wif myself.

they r juz damn.....................i wouldnt say irritating but.

v smsed. v talked. v met. v ate. v dated. v quarreled. then v nvr speak. then now wat.

i won hope tat v nvr met. at least i've learnt a lesson. a pain one.

ther's somebody tat u'll nvr nid to wait. ther's oso somebody tat u waited but nvr appear. then ther's somebody u shud wait but u nvr wanted to wait.

pain flowing everywher. mb guilts wil overtake it someday.