intend to

i intended to believe.
i intended to push myself forward.
i intended to put an upward curve on my face.
i intended to stuff edible thgs into my mouth.
i intended to not to think.
i intended to not to care.
i intended to forget.
i intended to act like i dun care.
i intended to feel like i m a happy-go-round girl.
i intended to blog 'bout my happy memories.
i intended to find them out.



i failed.